My 18th birthday is almost here.. How time flies isn't it? But nothing seem to change.. I still feel the same and look the same! Guess what? I tested my parents to see whether they remember or not by asking them what is their plans this coming sunday and my mom was like, "Go out for what? We no need to work ar the next day?". I was literally hurt! For once in their life, can they think maybe it's not about them but about me???? It's my birthday for God sake!!! Not that i want to make a big deal out of it like as if my birthday is sooo special.. It's nothing like that. It's just that, last year, my parents actually forgotten my birthday! I came back carrying leftover cake from a surprise from my friends, and they asked, "What's the occasion?" And the next day, they only remembered it was my bday the day before! They apologize and even bought my favourite cake. But wounds won't heal so easily.
So this year, i actually make a point to drop hints and even asked them about their plan! But nothing! NOthing!!!
I was so disappointed! My own parents for heaven's sake!
I was so hyped up cuz my friends were actually planning something for me. Although i dunno what it is, i was happy that at least someone remembered!
But, let's just say i was let down again.....
My friend told me some were not free on that day and couldn't make it.. blah, blah, blah....
Trying to understand their situation and stuff, i was thinking, "How bout my situation?" Does anyone actualy care????
Ok, i don't want everything to sound like everything is about me. I'm just upset that the closest people i have let me down.....
Like i always said, "oh wellz...."
