2009 people!!!!!!!!!!!

Unless you've been living under a rock, you would know that it's 2009 baby!!!! Oh yeah! It's so weird because i'm growing older. So what's my new year resolution? Hmm.... Probably to smile more and be a more happy person and also to make people happy around me. I can be quite a cranky person at times and i hate that. So this year, I'll try to be more cheerful! xD

So how has life been since the last time i wrote? Well, i'm less emotional compared to last time i wrote. Phiuu.... was that bad? I guess.

Anyway, i was wrong about the whole thing. WRONG I say! Cuz my parents remembered my birthday and they even took me out for a nice dinner. So far my best birthday cuz i get to celebrate with everyone i care about. My college friends, my close buddies, my sister, and of course, my parents. So it was a pretty hectic day since i also had a presentation on the same day which i totally blew! That was the sad part of it although i got full marks for that stupid presentation. Till today i'm still wondering where i when right? Cuz that was really my worse presentation. Did i mention it was also the last day of Sem 2 classes? Yup, it was!

Now that i'm talking about it, it feels like it was just yesterday but the actual fact is that it has been 2 months ago! God, now i feel old.

What else is new? Well, nothing much. Was suppose to work during my holiday/college break. But i blew that off too. Not that i didn't get any job. I did actually! TWO! But i let it go. Long story and i hurts talking about it. So i'm not going there. I regret of course but i can't do anything about it now.

Christmas just past few days ago. It was a amazing day. Though my mom was working. I had the best morning of my life! Finding a present near my pillow when i woke up! Best thing ever happen! I thought it was my mom and dad who gave it but it was only my dad. And i only found bout it later in the day. My mom got her own surprise as well. She found a present in her car! It was so not like my dad to do all these kind of stuff. You know, the "surprise" kind. But i was happy and my mom was happy. So that's all it mattered. Maybe Santa Clause really did visit us the night before??

New year was just another normal day. No where in particular. New year eve was plain boring. The actual plan was to go countdown with my friends but it end up unsuccessful. So i just stayed home with my dad and watch fireworks on tv instead. Just like every other year. I swear next year or rather this year's new year eve, i'll make sure to do something different.

Last but not least, Happy New Year and may this year, 2009 be the best year ever!!! And many happiness as well.

Here's some picture from my 18th bday:

McD for brunch

My 2 college mates, Erica & Lilian... It's a B'day dedication (L.O.L)

Starbucks Cake from Erica

The Apartment's menu... for lunch

the lights...

table setting

Joyce with her cheeky smile...

Mun with her cangih new phone

Jon with his usual camera tricks

Bloody red... XD

Spaghetti

Baked fish

Andrew's Pasta (Chef recommendation)

mango and watermelon juice @ Secret Recipe for lunch

I have the whole restaurant to myself... well, almost...

my sis

chicckkkeeennn....

baked fish with herbal sauce...

my birthday cake from my sis...

Manhattan Fish Market for dinner


Wild mushroom soup

ice lemon tea

Sweet Home Alabama (honestly, that's the name)

salmon fish

seafood pasta

What birthday???

My 18th birthday is almost here.. How time flies isn't it? But nothing seem to change.. I still feel the same and look the same! Guess what? I tested my parents to see whether they remember or not by asking them what is their plans this coming sunday and my mom was like, "Go out for what? We no need to work ar the next day?". I was literally hurt! For once in their life, can they think maybe it's not about them but about me???? It's my birthday for God sake!!! Not that i want to make a big deal out of it like as if my birthday is sooo special.. It's nothing like that. It's just that, last year, my parents actually forgotten my birthday! I came back carrying leftover cake from a surprise from my friends, and they asked, "What's the occasion?" And the next day, they only remembered it was my bday the day before! They apologize and even bought my favourite cake. But wounds won't heal so easily.
So this year, i actually make a point to drop hints and even asked them about their plan! But nothing! NOthing!!!
I was so disappointed! My own parents for heaven's sake!
I was so hyped up cuz my friends were actually planning something for me. Although i dunno what it is, i was happy that at least someone remembered!
But, let's just say i was let down again.....
My friend told me some were not free on that day and couldn't make it.. blah, blah, blah....
Trying to understand their situation and stuff, i was thinking, "How bout my situation?" Does anyone actualy care????

Ok, i don't want everything to sound like everything is about me. I'm just upset that the closest people i have let me down.....
Like i always said, "oh wellz...."

Half way there...

My final is over! Now i'm just waiting for my results... What will i get? Will i pass with flying colours? Who knows? Only the lecturer and god. This really reminds me of my SPM days, while waiting in misery.. but at least this time, i do not need to wait for 3 months for the results, i only need to wait for a few days, maybe about a week. Which makes it even more nerve-racking!

I have exactly 16 days, make that 14 already since it's already Sunday, to really relax and be a couch potato after months of studying and drowning in assignments!

The thing is, it doesn't feel the same as it was when i was waiting for my SPM results. Last time i was really lazy and i sort of enjoyed the boredom. Now, i feel like as if it's torture! staying home and watching TV all day!

I can't imagine doing that for 14 days of my break. So guess what? I've decided to do stuff during that time. hanging out with friends, visiting my sis at her office, and probably going shopping on my own if there isn't anyone who wants to go with me.

Hey, probably studying mass comm have finally put an effect on me! L.O.L! Being more confident! Not totally yet, but i'll be.... Soon~