Friday, October 17, 2008

What birthday???

My 18th birthday is almost here.. How time flies isn't it? But nothing seem to change.. I still feel the same and look the same! Guess what? I tested my parents to see whether they remember or not by asking them what is their plans this coming sunday and my mom was like, "Go out for what? We no need to work ar the next day?". I was literally hurt! For once in their life, can they think maybe it's not about them but about me???? It's my birthday for God sake!!! Not that i want to make a big deal out of it like as if my birthday is sooo special.. It's nothing like that. It's just that, last year, my parents actually forgotten my birthday! I came back carrying leftover cake from a surprise from my friends, and they asked, "What's the occasion?" And the next day, they only remembered it was my bday the day before! They apologize and even bought my favourite cake. But wounds won't heal so easily.
So this year, i actually make a point to drop hints and even asked them about their plan! But nothing! NOthing!!!
I was so disappointed! My own parents for heaven's sake!
I was so hyped up cuz my friends were actually planning something for me. Although i dunno what it is, i was happy that at least someone remembered!
But, let's just say i was let down again.....
My friend told me some were not free on that day and couldn't make it.. blah, blah, blah....
Trying to understand their situation and stuff, i was thinking, "How bout my situation?" Does anyone actualy care????

Ok, i don't want everything to sound like everything is about me. I'm just upset that the closest people i have let me down.....
Like i always said, "oh wellz...."

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Half way there...

My final is over! Now i'm just waiting for my results... What will i get? Will i pass with flying colours? Who knows? Only the lecturer and god. This really reminds me of my SPM days, while waiting in misery.. but at least this time, i do not need to wait for 3 months for the results, i only need to wait for a few days, maybe about a week. Which makes it even more nerve-racking!
I have exactly 16 days, make that 14 already since it's already Sunday, to really relax and be a couch potato after months of studying and drowning in assignments!
The thing is, it doesn't feel the same as it was when i was waiting for my SPM results. Last time i was really lazy and i sort of enjoyed the boredom. Now, i feel like as if it's torture! staying home and watching TV all day!
I can't imagine doing that for 14 days of my break. So guess what? I've decided to do stuff during that time. hanging out with friends, visiting my sis at her office, and probably going shopping on my own if there isn't anyone who wants to go with me.
Hey, probably studying mass comm have finally put an effect on me! L.O.L! Being more confident! Not totally yet, but i'll be.... Soon~

Friday, July 25, 2008

12th week!

How time flies isn't it??? 2 more weeks till final exam.. and 2nd sem. I wish it could slow down but then again, that's life rite?
This week has the most hectic so far ever since i started college! Monday was com116 test, tuesday was the due date for iT assg, wednesday i had 2 test, thursday was normal but tiring as usual, friday..... well.. as usual, stayed at home and drowning myself with assgs.

The newsletter from edboard has finally came out! I got one copy! And i'm so happy.. though i didn't participate much in the second issue, i still feel proud~!
I lost my thumbdrive. I think i left it at the photostat shop when i went to print out my print ad assg. Sob sob... I'm so forgetful! Now i dunno whether its still there or not but i've asked erica to help me out. Hopefully it could be found! Or else i'll cry...