College.... here i come!

Saturday, 29th March 2008:

The day i think i should remember. Because that's the day i sign up for college!!! After months, and months of thinking, i finally decided. It wasn't the "Oh! I know what college i should go to", kind of thing. It was more of the last minute, "no choice" kinda thing. I when to the college for it's open day which i did before. Lava was there too because i invited her. I thought i could get a tour around the campus but unfortunately, touring was not allowed that day. If i would want a tour, i would have to go there again on April 19.

Anyway, i'm feeling all the emotions at the moment. From nervous to excited. From happy to sad. From anxious to calm(because i don't need to think as much anymore). From everything to the opposite. It sound insane but if you're in my shoes, you'll know how i feel.

So my college's gonna start in may. I still got about 1 month to dee-lee, deh-lee. But gonna start preparing....

*wIsh me Luck!!!****

Reward!!

I just got a new phone as a reward from my parents. It's either a phone or an ipod. And my mom said a phone is more worth it. So, now my brand new baby which i love so much is a new Nokia 5610 XpressMusic phone!!! Love, love it! I can finally download songs into it and and listen all night long... It has a 4gb memory card in it. So i can download lots of stuff. The set back??? It'll always "hang". Cause it's to heavy for such a small gadget to hold on i guess. Anyway, my dad have to bring it back to the phone shop to replace it with a lower gb. Maybe 2gb.

My college is going to start in may. Which college??? (Shhh...) Can't tell. But i'm kinda worried bout the whole transportation thing. God knows how am i gonna go to class. I guess i have to think of something fast! My parents are pastering me to learn how to drive. But i don't have the confidents in driving. Not at all!

Panic finally over... wait..... new panic coming soon...

What do you know? I finally got my SPM results yesterday. My dad actually took leave to send me to school(which i miss so much!). The news said that we could collect our results at 10am but turns out the results were stuck in traffic(literally!). So imagine hundreds of anxious students waiting for their "future". One of them is "me"! I arrived at 10 something and waited for about 2 hours. Finally when we were told that it was TIME, my heart felt as if it was gonna jump off my chest!!! To make matters worse, my best friend was stopped by a teacher because apparently she wore to "sexy"...(???) and i was the first to arrived at the classroom!!!(different class, different classrooms)
Stupid thing is, i didn't have the guts to go in. So i let my other "ex-classmates" to go in first. After a breath or 2, i finally step into the classroom. My "use-to-be class teacher" was there to present us the "good news". And there i was, waiting.....
Finally it was my turn, i sign a paper, and received the file Miss Ann handed to me. I stare at the results for a long time to actually adjust it in my brain. I burst out with tears. "I pass all"!!!
I was over joy-ed, tears of joy!!!
No 8 A's but it's okay, more then okay. I'm happy for whatever i've received. Thank God for answering my prayers! I can't thank God enough!
I even got my year book(finally).
My parents were over joy-ed too... I'm so glad that i made them proud. I'm so glad i made myself proud!
WOOooo-hOoooo!!!!

But as usual, everything comes to an end. Good things never last. The new panic is "college issues". I'm having a major college issue right now! I can't seem to decide. Everytime i decide something, the next day would be a different decision! That really suck!

Anyway, wish me luck ppl!