Boy, it was awesome...

After months of hard work, with no TV and Facebook (well, i did Facebook), it has finally paid off.

Recall what i've wrote yesterday *flashback....* >>>
"...heart pounding so hard.... I'm talking about my results.... Thinking of it now is making me freak..."
Yea, i'm talking about my final result. I was enjoying my bun of bread (well, not really enjoying. Juz trying to fill up my tummy with no other choice), i thought of going to my college site to see whether they've upload the results. I didn't expect it to be there. It was just a satisfaction thing when suddenly my eyes almost fall out, my mouth stopped chewing, my hands wouldn't move an inch - I realize i was staring at my results!

It took me a moment to actually realize what i was reading and understanding it. Mwahahaha!
When i finally saw it, i had to do the victory dance (Yes, i do dance) and my mind, body and soul just leaped! I was soooo... happy!!! the first thing i did was thanked God (definitely) and the next was jumping up and down!

This is a pic taken rite after i found out my results (lol)

My results were more than i expected. I mean i didn't imagine good grades, just passing marks but i did expect more than a pass. Woo-hoo... Another accomplishment in my pocket! YEH!!!

I am going to keep it up and do much more better!!! This shows that i can do it. It's all about studying, A LOT and having faith and confidence in myself. Looks like my mom was right yet again.

The feeling right now is too much
till i feel like jumping off the balcony!

Oh yea, latest news from Justin CNN (L.O.L), he said i got an Excellence Award (another yeh!). I'm not sure whether he's joking or not but we'll know next week i guess.

I am so happy! The last time i felt this way was when i took my SPM results last year! And that was my first real accomplishment (I had other accomplishment but minor ones).

However, the weather don't seem to be happy. Its been gloomy the whole day and started raining when i was happy. Now it stopped but still gloomy. Makes me wonder, "Why Mother Earth?


P.S.: This is written directly from a fresh emotion, so, whatever written is purely how I felt at that exact moment.

It's Back to Reality

Its here! Its finally here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *heart pounding so hard*
I'm talking about my results. How is it you ask? I don't know. I have not take it. I was hoping that i will find out online from the college site but unfortunately it's not there. It just state a message saying, "Sorry, your result is being held at this moment. Please check with the examination canter for further details." in big bold red font.
I was so nervous when i heard my friend got his result. I can't imagine whether i got good or bad results. I don't dare to think about it. I'm afraid to be disappointed. But it's hard not to think about it when it's already there! I probably sound crazy rite now but the feeling is unbearable!!!
I keep thinking, will i get As? Or Bs? Or even worse, Cs???

Thinking of it now is making me freak!

I think i should have taken meditation class when i had the chance. I'm in a desperate need of it now. I'm not sure when i'll find out my results but i know it's very soon...

Oh God, I need all the luck i need now...

Just another week...

The start of my holiday i said i wanted to go shopping. Oh yes. I remembered how much i wanted to go shopping. But the thing is, now i don't really feel like going anymore. I mean, i still want to buy those stuff i actually listed down (Yes, i made a list - I don't want to end up regretting what i bought, so, making a list is always safe) but the excitement is no longer there anymore. *Sad*

Guess what! Yesterday was my sis 5th anniversary with her BF. O.O
I know... I can't believe it's already 5 years. (or is it 6?) *shrug* It seems like it was just yesterday my sis was complaining to me about her previous boyfriends... And today, she's already talking about the 'M' word!!! Yes, that 'M' word. M-A-R-R-I-A-G-E!!!
I can die every time she talks about it. Don't get me wrong. I'm very happy and excited for her but.. but... she's my sis and i don't think i'm ready to see her Married!!!

I love her to death and seeing her actually getting married will just make my eye tear out... Literally. Remind me to bring 10 boxes of Kleenex when the day comes (5 for me and 5 for my mom - trust me, she'll probably need it more than i do).

This month isn't just my sis celebrating anniversary, my parents too!!!
They've been married for, if i'm not mistaken, 26 years!!! Although they argue (well, more my mom than my dad) a lot, i still think there's a spark there. My dad don't really show it and i know he's a little "dungu" but i can see that he cares a lot for my mom. Oh, i love those two love-birds so much!!!

People said February is the month of LOVE, but i think otherwise. April is the month of LOVE to me. I can definitely feel the love in the air. This makes me wonder, when is my turn? To be in love and all those cheesy stuff??? *Daydreaming* HAHAHA! Too much info.
Anyway, this will be my last week of holiday. Better make full use of it before the chaos starts again.

Ciou~

It's Your Birthday!

Say it with me people - It's your birthday..... (50 cents' song is playing in my head right now). It is not my birthday. My birthday could be said to be either past long time ago or it's too early...
It's my grandma's bday! YEHH!!!
I don't know what i'm so excited about. Yesterday my whole family and i mean the WHOLE family gathered to celebrate her very special day. We went for dinner at Paramount and the bill shot up to RM300!!! Must be the prawns and fish.
It was also celebrating my cousin's birthday since their bday falls on the same day. They have their own separate cake. My aunt baked cheese cake for my cousin which was Delish! It was a Ben-10 cake (Ben-10 is a cartoon on Cartoon Network) with action figure on top. So cute!
Here's some pic:

The dishes

Makan-makan...

The birthday girl!

eww... my uncle eat the fish head and it was looking at me...
O.O

Grandma's birthday cake

My cousin's birthday cake

Singing along...

Blow the candles, blowww...

everyone enjoying their cake

a gift my cousin made for my grandma

the inside.. so cute...

At the end of the day, after all our stomach was full, my aunt and I started discussing about Mother's day. We were planning our responsibilities. I was responsible for doing the drinks. So, i'll be the bartander for the day.

Today, I am so bored! B-O-R-E-D!

God knows how am i gonna spend the rest of my college break...

My Last Day

This whole week was the and i mean THE most tiring week of my life! I had less than 5 hours of sleep everyday for almost 2 weeks and i can honestly say that my body feels like tearing apart or at least that was how my brain feels.
Last week of college was tiring because we (my course mates) were rushing our last minute assignments and projects. And we had to study for the FINAL! My God... That 5 letter word still gives me shivers every time i think about it. But now i can safely say i am free as a bird... Except the fact that i have no where to go (at least my brain feels free - I am giving my brain an official 2 weeks off.. XD)

Exam week was not only tiring but it was quite unsatisfying. Ok. Here's a trivia, "How can a normal human being do 5 essays and i mean 2 pages long essay in 2 hours?"
a) Get robotic hands implant b) Pray to God for magic hands c) Get a fast writing pen d) Faint in class cuz u gave up

Give up? Well, it's easy. Do lots of praying, wish u can get robotic hands and fast writing pen, and faint right after when all that fails. L.O.L!
I was joking... But of course you need to pray. How did i do it? That's the answer why i didn't get enough sleep. Study of course! Lots of it! No kidding...
During the exam, you have no time to stop and think about it. You literally have to throw up everything you've studied whether it is right or wrong! So, that was my secret weapon... Not much isn't it? *sigh*

I tried... I really did... You can see the pictures below to see the whole process... HAHAHAH!

During my last day of exam which was Advertising exam (it didn't go well... i didn't answer a 10 marks question, so, i lost 10 marks because of TIME), i got stuck in traffic although i know i won't be late cuz it was 7 something in the morning and my test is at 2pm. After the exam, my college buddies and I went to Pyramid to SHOP SHOP SHOP (tho i didn't buy anything)!!!
We shopped till nite at 9 something when my dad came to pick me up.

Today my dear ones, i am freeeee..... I've been Facebooking the whole day till i got bored so i'm writing my blog. Well, you'll be seeing a lot about me this few weeks cuz i've got nothing better to do... So, brace yourself... XD

My Post-it, one of my important study tools

I was cleaning my file the other day and i realize
college really make us use a lot of paper.
Shouldn't we be doing something about it?

Sweets that help me stay awake for the day...
(my dentist is so gonna kill me, or at least my sugar level)

"Everyday is like a dragging car ride" quote Anonymous

It honestly isn't moving!